


damn… so true.
lately i been thinking about all my past relationshits.
i feel weird because i have especially been thinking about my first love. were friends now i guess idkk?!
but for some reason i see him and a bundle of emotions comes rolling over me. i think about every time he stabbed me in the back and made me feel like a stupid peice of shit.
yet at the same time i remember when i was with him all the good times we shared when times were good damn, they were good… i have never loved like that before and i still havent found a love like that?
its weird i forgive him years later but he still has a place in my heart.
today when you walked passed me and every other day saying hi brianna. i sometimes wish you would have walked past me like you used to pretending you dont know me.
i hope one day you realize youre the reason i push people away. youre the reason i dont love guys. youre the reason that when i say i love you to a guy im used to lying straight to his face because i refuse to let myself get hurt the way you scarred me.
fuckkkkk.</3
“i want all of you tonight
gimmme errthang tonight
for all we know we might not get tomorrow
lets do it tonight…..
i want you tonight.
make love to you endlesss<3<3<3<3<3”

i realllllly want my hair like thisss again i misss ittt.</3
i am ready for a change:)
smh. i am becoming obsessed with pauly D(:
feeling so low, not even the ground could break my fall.
I wish i had a solution that could fix everything.
I realize that theres a problem which is good,
but where the fuck do i go from here?
i do have a problem.
im an emotional wreck and my brain is fucked in the way i think.
i easily talk bad about myself.
my emotionally weak, i am emotionally strong.
im lost.
i dont really care if im found.
i probably will die alone, and right now i feel like im okay with that.
i feel like i deserve just that.

deeeeez mi fuckin life right now.
i hate errthang.
i need an escape but im in chains…………………
and they forgot to make a key to let me out.
(via sydben)

im scared.
i reallllly like this boy(:

i neeed a good night like this again, you wake up not remembering SHITT.
(Source: xdirtytalkx, via sydben)